Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Giving Myself Up Completely

For those of you that may be wondering why I sent the email; I've decided that telling you guys what's going on isn't so bad. I feel like if you really know, then you'll be praying extra hard for me.

I've been feeling pretty empty lately. I haven't prayed or read the Bible in awhile and I haven't really had the desire to until recently. I'm taking sometime to spend with God. I've decided that I'm taking away everything that I put before God. TV, secular music, movies, even Charles. I've decided to go a week without those things to try to build my relationship with Him. I'm teaching myself to let my worries go and let Him take control, which is the hardest part.

I'm asking you guys to pray for me, because I feel like I've done a complete 180 and I'd like to turn back around. Prayers, or even encouragement would be very welcome. Also, if you know any books or have advice that could help me find what I'm looking for, I'd greatly appreciate it.

Thank you all for everything! It means so much to me.