I had an odd dream a few nights ago.
I dreamt I was working at Watermark. All my family was there. No actual Watermark workers. Just my family. Everyone was going around trying to get things in order. Someone told me that I needed to find something and that I should go on all the floors to find it (Watermark has about 8 floors).
So I was searching high and low for this thing, I can't remember what it was, though. But I was looking for it everywhere and couldn't find it. Then I decided I would look for something else; my mom.
Now during the dream I actually remember thinking, "Why would Mom be here? She passed away a year and a half ago." but I was looking anyway. I was running through the halls screaming for her and I couldn't find her. But I knew she was there. I kept looking until finally, I found her. I started crying and I ran to hug her. I told her how happy I was to see her again and how much I missed her. I told her I loved her and that I didn't want her to leave.
And then I woke up.
I hate when I wake up wishing my dream was real, because no matter how hard I wish and pray it never is.
But I do know that one day that will be real. I will get to see her again, I'll get to hug her and kiss her and tell her how much I've missed her. I'll get to tell her about all the things I accomplished after she was gone. She'll eventually get to meet Charles and I'm happy about that as well. Although, I'm sure my dad has told her all he knows and I'm sure she approves.
This has just been on my mind since the dream. Although I'm not sure why I had the dream, it's good to know my mind is still thinking about her, even when I'm not awake. I don't want to forget. I can't ever forget.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
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<3 love.
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