"Falling in love with someone isn't always going to be easy...Anger, tears, laughter. It's when you want to be with them despite it all. That's when you truly love them. I'm sure of it"


I want him. More than I've wanted anything.
I want to marry him. Without anyone saying we're too young or we should have waited.
I want to wake up in the morning and see him laying next to me.
I want to kiss him good morning, while seeing him smile.
I want to call him Husband, even though Boyfriend sounds cuter.
I want to get ready for work, while he's in the shower.
I want to make breakfast, I love cooking for him.
I want to eat lunch with him on our break and talk about our day so far.
I want to come home and tell him how much I missed him.
I want to lay on the couch and watch our favorite movie.
I want to go to sleep next to him.
I want to do all of that all over again for the rest of my life.

I want so badly to just know he's there and there's no curfew. No one waiting up to make sure he makes it home okay. Because he's already home. I want to know he'll be there when I wake up and he's there to cuddle until I go to sleep. I want to feel safe knowing I'm in his arms. I want a lot of things, but it's all so far away.

Lord, grant me the patience to wait on the greatness You have ahead of me. Help me to not rush what is coming soon. I know You have a plan, just help me wait on Your timing and not mine.